I don’t feel like I’m good enough for her. Like I lack something. I’m suppose understand myself to a certain extent and appreciate myself before I let someone else right? I don’t even know if she has any feelings though. I don’t know anything. I’m so scared. I’m scared of getting hurt and I’m so guarded. I’m afraid to do anything. I don’t feel like myself. (L) really ruined me but I don’t want that to get in the way. I want to move past it. Yet this last year has made me feel like I’m not good enough for anyone. Is there something wrong with me? I always feel like that. I feel like one day she is going to stop talking to me and I won’t know why. I’ll be left baffled and alone as always. I’m so scared. I’m so so scared.
Mirror- Lil Wayne feat. Bruno Mars
Can’t chase it or it will go away. Will I reach this light at the end of this tunnel?